Monday, February 15, 2010

If it Kills Me.

I would be lying if I said that I don't love you anymore. I can barely go to sleep without the help of alcohol or extreme exhaustion. I cry at those stupid love songs. I cringe when I hear happy music. Its a lie. It's all lies. You and I were never meant to be in the first place. But at least we tried. and that removes all 'what ifs' i might ask in a lifetime.

I will get over you. Not because I want to but because I have no other choice. Time will become my best friend. And no matter how deep these wounds are, I have no other recourse but to be okay.

I guess I found my muse again.