Friday, April 22, 2011

Lenten Lament

It is that unbearable pain of knowing that you did everything you could to make it work, and it didn't.

It is that indelible scar that reminds you that once, not so long ago, you allowed yourself to bleed dry for someone who has the power to take you to heaven and make you feel hell.

It is the gut wrenching truth that while you know that it is only him who can love you best, it will never be the enough to bring you the happily-ever-after you know you deserve.

It is the dreadful realization that no matter how much you miss him, love him, pine for him, you will never ever be together.

...Because you and him are two puzzle pieces that will never fit.


it is this agonizing road between breaking into a million pieces and finally piecing yourself and moving on that I'm currently treading.

And I'm getting there. One step at a time.