You lost your keys,
I lost my heart.
...This is it...
I think I love you.
CHANGING MY WORLD, ONE MISTAKE AT A TIME.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Mockingbird
by Low Millions
Here come the nightingales, or could it be the mockingbird, they're at my windowsill, they flew in as
soon as they heard.
Enter the doctor and the nurse, say my condition's getting worse, they take my pulse and shake their
heads, they recommend I stay in bed.
They say you are my condition, you are indecision, you, what is wrong with you?
You say you love me but you don't love me, you say you hate me but you don't hate me, you say you'd
leave me but you can't leave me, because you love me, what's it gonna be, what is wrong with you, what
is wrong with me.
Here goes nothing, I just swallowed the pill, the room's spinning out of control, although I'm lying
still. And those mockingbirds, they're hovering above, they're talking about the trouble with our love.
You say you love me but you don't love me, you say you hate me but you don't hate me, you say you'd
leave me but you can't leave me, because you love me, what's it gonna be, what is wrong with you, what
is wrong with me.
Oh my God, I think I've actually lost the plot. Oh my God, my brain is fried and my nerves are shot.
And why not, you say control me no don't control me, you say hold me no don't hold me, you say you'd
marry me, but you can't marry me.
Because you love me but you don't love me, because you hate me but you don't hate me, because you'd
leave me but you can't leave me, here come the mockingbirds.
You say you love me but you don't love me, you say you need me but you don't need me, you say you'd
leave me but you can't leave me, because you love me, what's it gonna be, what is wrong with you, what
is wrong with me.
Here come the nightingales, or could it be the mockingbird, they're at my windowsill, they flew in as
soon as they heard.
Enter the doctor and the nurse, say my condition's getting worse, they take my pulse and shake their
heads, they recommend I stay in bed.
They say you are my condition, you are indecision, you, what is wrong with you?
You say you love me but you don't love me, you say you hate me but you don't hate me, you say you'd
leave me but you can't leave me, because you love me, what's it gonna be, what is wrong with you, what
is wrong with me.
Here goes nothing, I just swallowed the pill, the room's spinning out of control, although I'm lying
still. And those mockingbirds, they're hovering above, they're talking about the trouble with our love.
You say you love me but you don't love me, you say you hate me but you don't hate me, you say you'd
leave me but you can't leave me, because you love me, what's it gonna be, what is wrong with you, what
is wrong with me.
Oh my God, I think I've actually lost the plot. Oh my God, my brain is fried and my nerves are shot.
And why not, you say control me no don't control me, you say hold me no don't hold me, you say you'd
marry me, but you can't marry me.
Because you love me but you don't love me, because you hate me but you don't hate me, because you'd
leave me but you can't leave me, here come the mockingbirds.
You say you love me but you don't love me, you say you need me but you don't need me, you say you'd
leave me but you can't leave me, because you love me, what's it gonna be, what is wrong with you, what
is wrong with me.
Eleanor
by Low MIllions
Fine, I understand
Okay with me, if thats the plan
You can take the stereo, the TV and the video,
The bed, the sheets and pillows,
Before you go.
But for now, unlock the door
What are we doin' all this for?
Let me make you dinner one last time
Then you'll go your way, and I'll go mine.
And I won't call you baby, (anymore)
Won't call you baby (like I did before)
Won't call you baby, anymore
Eleanor
You left your smell, you left your taste
You left me here with my mistakes
And I can't relate to what you say I've done
But just for you, I'll bite my tongue
And I won't call you baby, (anymore)
Won't call you baby (like I did before)
Won't call you baby, anymore
Eleanor I miss you
Eleanor be well
Eleanor I wish you'd release me from your spell
Come on!
Eleanor!
Do it!
You can- Do it!
And I can't call you baby, (anymore)
Won't call you baby (like I did before)
Won't call you baby, anymore
No I can't call you baby, (anymore)
Won't call you baby (like I did before)
Won't call you baby, anymore
Eleanor
Fine, I understand
Okay with me, if thats the plan
You can take the stereo, the TV and the video,
The bed, the sheets and pillows,
Before you go.
But for now, unlock the door
What are we doin' all this for?
Let me make you dinner one last time
Then you'll go your way, and I'll go mine.
And I won't call you baby, (anymore)
Won't call you baby (like I did before)
Won't call you baby, anymore
Eleanor
You left your smell, you left your taste
You left me here with my mistakes
And I can't relate to what you say I've done
But just for you, I'll bite my tongue
And I won't call you baby, (anymore)
Won't call you baby (like I did before)
Won't call you baby, anymore
Eleanor I miss you
Eleanor be well
Eleanor I wish you'd release me from your spell
Come on!
Eleanor!
Do it!
You can- Do it!
And I can't call you baby, (anymore)
Won't call you baby (like I did before)
Won't call you baby, anymore
No I can't call you baby, (anymore)
Won't call you baby (like I did before)
Won't call you baby, anymore
Eleanor
100 Blouses
by Low Millions
So dizzy I can't close my eyes, so love sick I wanna be with you tonight, so desperate I think I'll
hit the bars, so tired of not having you in my arms.
I'll take a friend of yours out to dinner, Then I'll take off all her clothes and look for you in
her, 100 blouses come undone, I look for you in everyone, I touch so much that I go numb, I look for
you in everyone.
The drugs don't work I can't get high, But that don't mean that I won't try, another night of absent
flesh, another night of restlessness.
I'll take a friend of yours out to dinner, Then I'll take off all her clothes and look for you in
her, 100 blouses come undone, I look for you in everyone, I touch so much that I go numb, I look for
you in everyone.
99 lovers to go, I may never feel the whole, 98 lovers and I still don't feel satisfied, let everyone
come, everyone come, everyone come, everyone.
100 blouses come undone, I look for you in everyone, I touch so much that I go numb, I look for you
in everyone, everyone, everyone, 100 blouses come undone, come undone, everyone, 100 blouses come
undone, come undone, come undone
So dizzy I can't close my eyes, so love sick I wanna be with you tonight, so desperate I think I'll
hit the bars, so tired of not having you in my arms.
I'll take a friend of yours out to dinner, Then I'll take off all her clothes and look for you in
her, 100 blouses come undone, I look for you in everyone, I touch so much that I go numb, I look for
you in everyone.
The drugs don't work I can't get high, But that don't mean that I won't try, another night of absent
flesh, another night of restlessness.
I'll take a friend of yours out to dinner, Then I'll take off all her clothes and look for you in
her, 100 blouses come undone, I look for you in everyone, I touch so much that I go numb, I look for
you in everyone.
99 lovers to go, I may never feel the whole, 98 lovers and I still don't feel satisfied, let everyone
come, everyone come, everyone come, everyone.
100 blouses come undone, I look for you in everyone, I touch so much that I go numb, I look for you
in everyone, everyone, everyone, 100 blouses come undone, come undone, everyone, 100 blouses come
undone, come undone, come undone
Julia
by Low Millions
I never should have left you, while you were sleeping, you never would have heard a word I said, we
were both screaming, so I guess I'll be the coward, who never woke you up, but I prefer you blame me,
then blame it all on your love.
And on the radio, it's a sad song that I don't wanna hear anymore, it goes Julia, don't turn around,
don't go back now, the bridges are down the bridges are down, Julia, all the doors are locked, all the
roads are blocked, and it's too late to turn back now.
I tore my umbrella right before it rained, I made it to the station but the schedule had changed. I
guess that I missed you, maybe you never showed, I waited there for hours, I guess I'll never know.
And on the radio, it's a sad song that I don't wanna hear anymore, it goes Julia, don't turn around,
don't go back now, the bridges are down the bridges are down, Julia, all the doors are locked, all the
roads are blocked, and it's too late to turn back now.
To turn back, to turn back.
And on the radio, it's a sad song that I don't wanna hear anymore, it goes Julia, don't turn around,
don't go back now, the bridges are down the bridges are down, Julia, all the doors are locked, all the
roads are blocked, and it's too late to turn back now.
Turn back.
I never should have left you, while you were sleeping, you never would have heard a word I said, we
were both screaming, so I guess I'll be the coward, who never woke you up, but I prefer you blame me,
then blame it all on your love.
And on the radio, it's a sad song that I don't wanna hear anymore, it goes Julia, don't turn around,
don't go back now, the bridges are down the bridges are down, Julia, all the doors are locked, all the
roads are blocked, and it's too late to turn back now.
I tore my umbrella right before it rained, I made it to the station but the schedule had changed. I
guess that I missed you, maybe you never showed, I waited there for hours, I guess I'll never know.
And on the radio, it's a sad song that I don't wanna hear anymore, it goes Julia, don't turn around,
don't go back now, the bridges are down the bridges are down, Julia, all the doors are locked, all the
roads are blocked, and it's too late to turn back now.
To turn back, to turn back.
And on the radio, it's a sad song that I don't wanna hear anymore, it goes Julia, don't turn around,
don't go back now, the bridges are down the bridges are down, Julia, all the doors are locked, all the
roads are blocked, and it's too late to turn back now.
Turn back.
Statue
by Low Millions
The weatherman says goodnight, the Empire State Building's turning off it's lights, the refrigerator
stops, and suddenly it's quiet.
I never noticed the ceilings were so low, I never saw all the cracks on the window, I never saw
myself as sentimental, but here I go.
Without you, I've been standing 'round like a statue, laying on the floor thinking about you, I talk
to myself like the crazies do, otherwise I'm great, what about you?
Ain't nothing going on here but the rent, I can't account for how my days are spent, I wanna draw the
line between who I am and who I invent.
Without you, I've been standing 'round like a statue, laying on the floor thinking about you, I talk
to myself like the crazies do, otherwise I'm great, what about you?
Yea, what about you?
The weatherman says blue skies but it's raining like the clouds all decided to cry, and every time
you hurt me I say "it's all right it's all right it's all right".
Without you, I've been standing 'round, you're like a statue, laying on the couch all day like cats
do, waiting for the phone to ring, but it won't ring,
Without you, I've been standing 'round like a statue, laying on the floor thinking about you, I talk
to myself like the crazies do, otherwise I'm great, what about you?
What about you?
What about you?
Yea you, what about you?
The weatherman says goodnight, the Empire State Building's turning off it's lights, the refrigerator
stops, and suddenly it's quiet.
I never noticed the ceilings were so low, I never saw all the cracks on the window, I never saw
myself as sentimental, but here I go.
Without you, I've been standing 'round like a statue, laying on the floor thinking about you, I talk
to myself like the crazies do, otherwise I'm great, what about you?
Ain't nothing going on here but the rent, I can't account for how my days are spent, I wanna draw the
line between who I am and who I invent.
Without you, I've been standing 'round like a statue, laying on the floor thinking about you, I talk
to myself like the crazies do, otherwise I'm great, what about you?
Yea, what about you?
The weatherman says blue skies but it's raining like the clouds all decided to cry, and every time
you hurt me I say "it's all right it's all right it's all right".
Without you, I've been standing 'round, you're like a statue, laying on the couch all day like cats
do, waiting for the phone to ring, but it won't ring,
Without you, I've been standing 'round like a statue, laying on the floor thinking about you, I talk
to myself like the crazies do, otherwise I'm great, what about you?
What about you?
What about you?
Yea you, what about you?
Here She Comes
by Low Millions
I can taste you on my tongue, I can still feel what my hands have done, I got you on my mind, more
than anything or anyone.
And what we have is a connection, we got front row seats to each others affection, you're such a
thirsty rose, I can still see you when my eyes are closed.
My love glows when I'm with her, and she flows like a river.
My love's every single song on the radio, my love's every pretty face on video, my love my love, I'm
seeing her in everyone, here she comes.
And when I don't know where you are, it's like I see you in every passing car, I can see you in a
crowd, or I can see you when I'm looking at the clouds.
My love glows when I'm with her, and she flows like a river.
My love's every single song on the radio, my love's every pretty face on video, my love my love, I'm
seeing her in everyone, here she comes.
And she shines, and the stars look up to her, and she shines, and she shimmers.
My love's every single song on the radio, my love's every pretty face on video, my love is a thousand
pages of beauty, and here she comes.
My love's every single song on the radio, my love's every pretty face on video, my love my love, I'm
seeing her in everyone, here she comes.
Here comes my love.
I can taste you on my tongue, I can still feel what my hands have done, I got you on my mind, more
than anything or anyone.
And what we have is a connection, we got front row seats to each others affection, you're such a
thirsty rose, I can still see you when my eyes are closed.
My love glows when I'm with her, and she flows like a river.
My love's every single song on the radio, my love's every pretty face on video, my love my love, I'm
seeing her in everyone, here she comes.
And when I don't know where you are, it's like I see you in every passing car, I can see you in a
crowd, or I can see you when I'm looking at the clouds.
My love glows when I'm with her, and she flows like a river.
My love's every single song on the radio, my love's every pretty face on video, my love my love, I'm
seeing her in everyone, here she comes.
And she shines, and the stars look up to her, and she shines, and she shimmers.
My love's every single song on the radio, my love's every pretty face on video, my love is a thousand
pages of beauty, and here she comes.
My love's every single song on the radio, my love's every pretty face on video, my love my love, I'm
seeing her in everyone, here she comes.
Here comes my love.
Low Millions
I love Low Millions! :-)
I dont know if anyone's familiar with this band. Actually, i didnt know the band's name but i am familiar with some of their songs. The song Eleanor was one of the songs featured in K-lite's songs of the week. The album, Ex- Girlfriends is perfect. Most of the songs from the album have Names of women as the title. So malamang, all the songs pertain to his ex-girlfriends. We have:
eleanor
Julia
hey jane
Nikki, dont stop
Plus, the lyrics are heartfelt but not mushy nor sappy. they just make sense. Im gonna post some of their song lyrics for everyone's curiousity.
I highly recommend the following songs:
Eleanor
Mockingbird
Here She Comes
Statue
Julia
100 Blouses
Come on, i know you're interested. Download nyo lang, baka magustuhan nyo. Dont take my blog for it.
I dont know if anyone's familiar with this band. Actually, i didnt know the band's name but i am familiar with some of their songs. The song Eleanor was one of the songs featured in K-lite's songs of the week. The album, Ex- Girlfriends is perfect. Most of the songs from the album have Names of women as the title. So malamang, all the songs pertain to his ex-girlfriends. We have:
eleanor
Julia
hey jane
Nikki, dont stop
Plus, the lyrics are heartfelt but not mushy nor sappy. they just make sense. Im gonna post some of their song lyrics for everyone's curiousity.
I highly recommend the following songs:
Eleanor
Mockingbird
Here She Comes
Statue
Julia
100 Blouses
Come on, i know you're interested. Download nyo lang, baka magustuhan nyo. Dont take my blog for it.
Sunday, September 03, 2006
The Difference between You and Me
He is one guy worthy of all my ranting.
I cant help it. He is just sooooooo frustrating. One minute, he is this sweet and amazing guy who drives me home to make sure that i get home safe. The other minute, he freezes up on me, acting like a total stranger. I dont know what to think and feel anymore. Sometimes, i'm coming to the conclusion that all his acts of kindness/ sweet gestures are all part of my hallucinations. Another month of this and I will be taken to the Whack Shack.
Isang malaking AY EWAN.
Can anyone help me? Please tell me there's something to look forward to, that there's SOMETHING. Kahit yun lang.
Ano ba ang ibig sabihin ng:
1. paghatid nya sa akin kahit na out of the way ang bahay ko, at ako ang kauna-unahan sa mga officemates nya na ihatid nya (and still the only one)
2. pagtext sa akin ng, 'please text me when you get home' kapag magkasama kami pero hindi niya ako mahahatid
3. pagbigay sa akin ng gift for my birthday even if he is claiming na wala na shang pera
4. pag-aya sa akin na sumama sa kanyang gift-hunting
5. pagsimba ng dalawang beses para masamahan ako
Until now, i still dont know what he wants from me... is he being just nice? polite? Or am i just wishing that there is something more to what he's showing me?
Siguro nga its the latter. Maybe im just blinded by wishful thinking. It has been a year of pining for this one guy i cannot seem to have. I know the glaring reality that we are as different as night and day, david and goliath, Nora and Vilma. I dont even know why im strangely fascinated with him. He is sooo not the guy that I'm picturing in my dreams. Imagine how different we are...
He is prim and proper, isa akong galawgaw.
He is a man of few words, I am a woman of few silence.
He basks in solitude, I am a social butterfly.
He doesn't go out, sleep late, smoke, drink, party, I.. well, alam nyo na yun (FYI, im removing my vices na.. sana successful)
He only has pure thoughts, I am as kinky as curly fries.
He is an athlete, I am a couch potato.
The list is endless.
If and ever nothing good comes out of this fascination, i can always go back to my list and counting sheep til i fall into a deep state of slumber and/ or delusion.
I cant help it. He is just sooooooo frustrating. One minute, he is this sweet and amazing guy who drives me home to make sure that i get home safe. The other minute, he freezes up on me, acting like a total stranger. I dont know what to think and feel anymore. Sometimes, i'm coming to the conclusion that all his acts of kindness/ sweet gestures are all part of my hallucinations. Another month of this and I will be taken to the Whack Shack.
Isang malaking AY EWAN.
Can anyone help me? Please tell me there's something to look forward to, that there's SOMETHING. Kahit yun lang.
Ano ba ang ibig sabihin ng:
1. paghatid nya sa akin kahit na out of the way ang bahay ko, at ako ang kauna-unahan sa mga officemates nya na ihatid nya (and still the only one)
2. pagtext sa akin ng, 'please text me when you get home' kapag magkasama kami pero hindi niya ako mahahatid
3. pagbigay sa akin ng gift for my birthday even if he is claiming na wala na shang pera
4. pag-aya sa akin na sumama sa kanyang gift-hunting
5. pagsimba ng dalawang beses para masamahan ako
Until now, i still dont know what he wants from me... is he being just nice? polite? Or am i just wishing that there is something more to what he's showing me?
Siguro nga its the latter. Maybe im just blinded by wishful thinking. It has been a year of pining for this one guy i cannot seem to have. I know the glaring reality that we are as different as night and day, david and goliath, Nora and Vilma. I dont even know why im strangely fascinated with him. He is sooo not the guy that I'm picturing in my dreams. Imagine how different we are...
He is prim and proper, isa akong galawgaw.
He is a man of few words, I am a woman of few silence.
He basks in solitude, I am a social butterfly.
He doesn't go out, sleep late, smoke, drink, party, I.. well, alam nyo na yun (FYI, im removing my vices na.. sana successful)
He only has pure thoughts, I am as kinky as curly fries.
He is an athlete, I am a couch potato.
The list is endless.
If and ever nothing good comes out of this fascination, i can always go back to my list and counting sheep til i fall into a deep state of slumber and/ or delusion.
Friday, September 01, 2006
It's All About the Money
How did this happen? Where did it go? How do I live?
these are the questions that boggle my mind now that I am completely devoid of any expendable cash. Can you believe it? barely 3 days after I got my pay check and I am a complete destitute. I am not kidding, I do not have any money left on my ATM. This is the poorest I have ever been since I started working a year ago.
The sad part now is that my birthday is near. Not that I have any plans of throwing a big party, much less a free fishball, pero shempre, It would have been comforting if I have cash to buy my whims. First things first, San nga ba napunta ang pera ko? Lemme check...
Anna Banana's expenses incurred from August 15- 17
1. Paid the balance for the La Luz outing
2. Paid the balance for the foundation I got from a friend
3. Shared in the contribution for Ms. Tetchi's gift
4. Gave my Mommy the bi-weekly house contribution
5. taxi and toll fee for my client call in Alabang (the tragedy!)
6. my bouts of gluttony
7. Miscellaneous expenses not within my power of remembering
Bottom line is i am POOR, PULUBI, DESTITUTE, DUKHA etc etc.
I will never be rich again.
these are the questions that boggle my mind now that I am completely devoid of any expendable cash. Can you believe it? barely 3 days after I got my pay check and I am a complete destitute. I am not kidding, I do not have any money left on my ATM. This is the poorest I have ever been since I started working a year ago.
The sad part now is that my birthday is near. Not that I have any plans of throwing a big party, much less a free fishball, pero shempre, It would have been comforting if I have cash to buy my whims. First things first, San nga ba napunta ang pera ko? Lemme check...
Anna Banana's expenses incurred from August 15- 17
1. Paid the balance for the La Luz outing
2. Paid the balance for the foundation I got from a friend
3. Shared in the contribution for Ms. Tetchi's gift
4. Gave my Mommy the bi-weekly house contribution
5. taxi and toll fee for my client call in Alabang (the tragedy!)
6. my bouts of gluttony
7. Miscellaneous expenses not within my power of remembering
Bottom line is i am POOR, PULUBI, DESTITUTE, DUKHA etc etc.
I will never be rich again.