You Can't Say Im Depressed just Because..

...Im drinking two glasses of Gilbey's gin to put me to sleep
... I inadvertently put toothpaste froth on my shirt(which I really really hate since it will mark my shirt white) due to my drinking
... i've been listening to Athlete's album and Switchfoot's 24 hours and On Fire
... Ive been reading all his text messages and his 6-pages love letter/ apology letter written on yellow paper
... I'm updating my blog
... I'm staying up late updating my blog
... Im bringing back my habit of crying by infesting my mind with morbid thoughts
... I am so wanting a stick of cigarette even though I quit a looong time ago


No. You cant say Im depressed.

Im just unstable.