Future. Present. Past: My Life in Backward Motion

Future Vulture.

grrr... right now, im hating PS bank. talk about cramming, baby! shempre, just when i've already accepted the fact na i didnt pass the exam, there they go calling me today to inform me about my interview tom. wow, its not that im not happy. i am. this is a potential job opportunity and although i dont really have any intentions of working in a bank, passing the exam is a good thing for my ego. SHempre,to my surprise, they texted me nga about my interview. eh i had a management class kanina so i cant reply.. nung nagka 10 minute break kami, i went all the way to CS (from TMC, ang layo noh) just so i can use the payphone (my battery's dying).

but before i called PSbank, i had to give Flamethower a call to tell her that we were having class and then i asked her if we're going together for the interview. of course, i didnt know what my schedule was so i cant really ask her specifically. to my horror, she told me that we have to wear SKIRT... skirt?!?! hell will freeze over before i wear skirt in public! there will be a blood bath in Makati!!! (psycho theme song playing in the background) of course im kidding. Although i must admit, i was about to say no pero the thought of not getting a shot at my first ever job interview held me back. Bad Omen.

SO there, i met up with Flamethrower sa SM after class and did our shirt shopping. While trying out some clothes which were either too long or too loose (apparently, age guessing is not the only thing i suck at but also size estimation), i came to the conclusion that Firms should not force me to wear skirts... its not really for my own personal reasons. I was just doing them a favor of not exposing what should be left unexposed. bahala ang PSbank, they will eventually turn into pillars of salt.

Present Sentiments.

I hate our BA 190 exam! i hate it! i hate it! i didnt know how to answer it.. sana di na lang ako nag attempt mag aral.. additional kilo na naman sa eyebags kO.. grrr.

suddenly, anger turns into tenderness.

i remember the talks SUshi girl and WOnder Girl and I had this week.. aaw, motmot. im gonna miss those kids. wala nang magreremind sa akin how bitchy i became when i got heartbroken. hahaha. (kidding).. seriously, im gonna miss having those kinds of talk. im gonna miss having to make them laugh. im gonna miss them.. the people i had serious/ out-of-this-world connection with. the three of us have so much in common yet we are extremely different din.. ewan ko ba. weird. I have yet to experience UP fair. but tomorrow, i will. SAmantha, im so excited na! haha.. sana hindi ako mashadong ma depress sa interview ko tom (panel ito)...

Past's a Blast.

shempre, im reminded of yesterday... i cried because of the things wonder girl and I recounted. kainis, wala lang... hehe. its nothing ren naman. at least i know what thoushallnotbenamed liked in me. Wonder girl said that HE liked the fact na i had a strong impact/ personality daw. haha.. ang weird. isnt that the reason we "broke up?" uhm, hindi pala.. pero one of the reasons pala. ah basta.. haha.. its nice to know that im not as "ordinary" as i thought. im tired.

p.s.

nalolow EQ ako.. i have the ugliest Blogsite... technostressed kc eh! can anyone help me beautify my "baby?"