Happiness is.. Two Kinds of Shirking

Gorj, can i shirk for a while?

I should be doing our thesis right now, but im wasting precious moments, not doing anything. ( i love you TP, im sorry..hehe)

weird but i find myself smiling for no apparent reason. i dont know why. maybe because we can finally submit our first draft (once i accomplish this darn RRL) or maybe because im bonding with my friends alot. i dont know, i dont really want to know, i might lose that ray of sunshine kasi. Although i should be thinking about Unilever case and thesis...but no. haha.

i should be stressed, and in a way, i am. but i guess im learning the art of optimism. (please Lord, dont let this end)

i miss my samantha darling.. and my carrie babe, and charlotte dear. cant wait til samantha's bday... gimmick! gimmick! gimmick!

here are some of the things im looking forward to:

1. a date with samantha (lets watch a very long engagement..or porn, para maiba.. hahaha...)
2. my Makiling overnight camping with Tubby, Flamethrower, Queer, Mamba and her family on saturday... wahoo!!
3. My V-day bonding session with the Perk's Squad.. (halata bang dateless kami?) bowling, movie, coffee.. yay :)
4. Ecosoc tambay week! DVD galore! bonding with apps :)
5. UP fair! first time.. haha.. shempre, gurang na ako di ba?
6. the end of my school burden... (when will this end?)
7. Adhoc- taskforce event! the fruit of our labor.
8. Carlo and Susy's bday.. invite nyo ako ha?
9. the end of our thesis.. (LOrd, Ipasa nyo kami...)
10. falling in love.. haaay... i wish.

although the last one's kinda far fetched... im not doing anything to make it happen. shirking, shirking again.

i have a renewed interest in Dashboard songs. :)

... im reading your note over again
and there's not a word that i comprehend
except when you signed it, "i will love you always, and forever"

well, as for now, im gonna hear the saddest songs
and wonder how you're making out
...

samantha's totally right. EMo songs are guy versions of Senti songs.

and since im happy happy joy joy, im gonna write the lyrics to my happy happy joy joy fave song by D.C.

.. my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
so wont you kill me? so i die happy.
my heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury
or wear as jewelry, which ever you prefer.

.. hands down this is the best day i can ever remember. Always remember the sound of the stereo, the dim of the soft light, the scent of your hair that you twirl in your fingers and the time on the clock when we realized its so late, and this walk that we shared together. the streets were wet and the gate was lock so i jumped in, and i let you in. and you stood at your door with your hand on my waist and you kissed me like you meant it. I knew that you meant it... that u meant it..

aaaaw...

happy thoughts.