Wednesday, June 07, 2006

My Meltdown

This is not my week.

Im depressed, my hair is always defying me, i am always toxic at work and i cant seem to stop eating.

Ewan ko ba, i know that i shouldnt be feeling what im feeling now, but i cant help it. I am pissed.. although the object of my ire is out of target. He is faultless, stoic/naive/clueless, but still faultless. He shouldnt feel the weight of my dagger stares and i am trying my best not to give him one. (although inside, im cosmically sending him messages of hate). I am struggling to keep my sanity intact (to avoid innocent people from being dragged in my path of self-destruction)although it is costing me precious joules doing it. On the outside, i am as sunshine-y but inside I am a volcano waiting to erupt.

Di ko na kayang magpanggap.

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