Carpooling

i think i have fallen hard for you.

it scares me that i am allowing myself to put down all my guard for one guy who im not even sure is capable of falling in love.

i know its stupid of me to even gamble on someone who is so indifferent towards love. i told you so many times that its not bad to fall in love, to be with someone, to share your hopes, dreams, fears with someone. I've shown you in more ways than one how special you are to me, how much more i can offer.

I dont know if all my pleas of love have fallen on deaf ears, but still i try.

i think its the Red Horse talking but with the alcohol, i can freely say,


I think i love you... is there anything more to say?