blame it on the glasses.

ouch, my head hurts. ( This is what i get for trying to use it for a good cause, i.e. studying)

For everyone's information, i have been spending 3 hours of my precious time in the library pretending to be a grade conscious student. Equipped with 3 books and a rimless glass to complete the look, i am the epitome of an A1 student; hardworking, patient, smart and in control. Harhar, i wish. If my good friend, flamethrower were not with me to ruin my "moment", i would have convinced myself that i am capable of being a total smart-ass.

Having lived most of my academic life in mediocrity, i have accepted the reality that i would not graduate with flying colors and a flaming ego. Even in High school, i have considered myself as the happy-go-lucky, c'est la vie girl. I trust my instincts and use my charms to pass all my subjects and get what i want. i was able to maximize my high school life to the fullest and i have no regrets.

I thought that this carefree attitude would get me through college. Unfortunate for me, it did not turn out as planned. During my freshman year, i had to struggle with my subject and almost flunked my math. Though that subject has always been my waterloo, i knew i could have done better because i used to go to a science high school where they teach college subjects in advance. however, i did not excel in any subject and even find it difficult to pass all of them.


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due to unforseen events, i.e. the breaking of the magical eyeglasses, i discontinued writing this piece. thank you.