Famous Last Words.

i have nothing more to say to you. after so many nights of crying until my eyes were bloodshot, i think that i have no more tears left.
(pause.. think..feel)
But maybe i do have a few things to say before i finally rest my case. First, it was nice meeting you. i never regret the fact that once, you graced my oh-so-boring life and for seven bittersweet months, you became my ray of sunshine. ALso, i want to thank you for bringing out the best and worst in me. you showed me what i was capable of doing, what i was capable of becoming. before you came into my life, i never realized i had so much love in me. i was so cynical and jaded that i tried to dampen out other people's spirit. I was wrong for mocking them and i was definitely wrong in mocking you. For this, i want to say im Sorry. im sorry for not understanding you enough, im sorry for not trusting your better judgment, im sorry for hurting you. im sorry for letting you down. You have no idea how great you are and im sorry i never said that more often. its hard for me to admit this, but i Miss you. i miss talking to you. i miss the way you would look at me and hug me when i was all messed up. most of all, i miss the friendship we had. Things could have been different if... wait, stop this. Im all wrong now. there is nothing we could have done to prevent things from falling apart. i guess we're just not meant to be together.for this i want to say, im moving on and i wish you well. by the way, you'll always have a space in my heart.