Liberated: the General Patronage version

at long last, im FREE.

ive never felt this free. i feel that after a year of mourning for a love gone wrong, i have now finally gotten over him. yes, i have bravely faced my ghost. i realized that i should not attribute our relationship's death to his inability to fight for me nor the fact that his friends never liked me. it was not his entire fault that our almost love story did not end with a "happily ever after." i had my share of guilt and im extremely foolish if i dont acknowledge them. Its neither his fault nor mine. it just didnt work out. i know, i know. it destroyed all my flare for the extraordinary.. the reason is not intriguing but its true. i should have known this earlier if i just opened my eyes and mind to the entire situation. it could have saved me the embarrassment as well as the unintended heartaches. But come to think of it, if it wasnt for these things, i wouldnt have learned the lessons that i need to know for my next relationship.

it may have been long overdue now but im totally relieved that i had my closure and that i have accepted my fate. now, im ready to Love again. FINALLY.