You're my Stresstabs

today, i think i almost fell in love with you.

My heart cannot take this all in. Its so hard to absorb that even if we dont talk, or there's no sign that I can be special to you, I forgot my firm resolve not to like you anymore...all because of a smile, a 20 second mechanical journey, a slight brushing of elbows most non romantic people would normally call "clumsiness". I'm nothing but a silly girl, a smile not leaving my lips even after 2 hours of that moment.

yes, it was all a moment (actually, it was a "period" but moment sounds more romantic), a moment that I would always consider as one of the best almost-romantic memories of my life.

* PASSENGER SEAT by DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE*
I roll the window down
And then begin to breathe in
The darkest country road
And the strong scent of evergreen
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.
Then looking upwards I strain my eyes and try
To tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.
"do they collide?"
I ask and you smile.
With my feet on the dash
The world doesn't matter.

When you feel embarrassed then i'll be your pride
When you need directions then i'll be the guide
For all time. For all time.

*haaay, my heart beats for you .*

p.s.

In the interest of self- preservation/ saving face, I would delete all my MTB posts. mahirap na... baka malaman pa nya ang aking pagsintang pururot para sa kanya.